why are all the good ones taken?

I edited this: Check out the new pictures :)

Apparently I am drawn to guys who are taken.. I just can't seem to get away from it. Every guy I like I end up finding out that they are dating someone.. I guess it's a good thing that someone is dating them- maybe I'm making good choices? haha.. However, since they are taken, that means there is no chance for me to take them lol..

The most recent case being this guy I call him "crop dusting guy" I really do. It's like a code name and if he ever read this he would know it was about him, but whatever.. I highly doubt that he would EVER read this and if he did I really wouldn't care.

Anyway.. I'm in a group with him in my class for the business plan and he is kind of like an "advisor". Since the moment he started talking about farming and stuff, I knew I like him, wierd huh.. anyway.. I was actually able to talk to this guy, normally I am too shy, but it was FUN talking to him, wondering if he was single, etc.

But.. today when we were in our group, he said this: "My finace and I...." and from then on I didn't remember what else he said.. I was like.. "DANG IT" It happened again...

Why can't I find someone who is single that I like? Why? Life would be so much easier.

Why can't I have him (it has to be this character, not John Travolta in person, but the character he plays in this move ;) ) (My FAVORITE movie mind you)

or Hud would do.. (another good movie- watch it if you haven't seen it!)

And this would be the reason I don't just want John Travolta.. Paul Newman even looks good when he's old.

ugh.

ugh #1...

This weekend I got my haircut, and for the FIRST time in my life, it wasn't with my regular hairdresser. Seriously, I have NEVER been anywhere else, and my experience is exactly why. I decided to have my eyebrows waxed like I always do at the other place, well.. it took her forever and I was kind of nervous anyway.. then she hands me the mirror and this is what I see..

<---------- (excpet of course I wasn't smiling.. I was rather shocked and then ticked off..)

I mean they don't look horrible, but one eyebrow is a lot thinner than the other and they are a lot thinner than I usually have them. This is also after I used an eyebrow pencil to fill in where it was way too high on one side.. I don't know.. maybe I'm just picky. I did love how she cut my hair, and of course when she was washing it she said.. you're hair is really dry you should try this olive oil mask (kind of like conditioner that you use once a week), it's only like $9.95.. then I go to check out and she's like did you want the olive mask, it's $11.50.. I was like.. sure.. so I get my bill and it's $47. No color, just a cut and wax, and the olive mask (because I figured it would help- and it did and it will last for a long time) Anywho.. like a nice girl I also left her a tip..resulting in $50 for a haircut. I think that's ridiculous.. maybe I'm wrong? I wasn't very satisfied and believe more than ever that I won't go anywhere else except my good old hairdresser, Deanna!!

Ugh #2..... I logged into facebook like normal today, and see a new picture of the guy with his girlfriend. I need to stop liking him, I just can't.. it seems like whenever I go home things remind me of him and I can't get away from it.. anyway.. I just need to get over it and concentrate on myself.

I did buy a 10 Minute Solutions Slim and Scult Pilates video with resitance band.. I did 3 segments today and they weren't too bad. My goal is to at least do the 10 minute Total Body Workout 3 times a week or more if I can.. I feel like that would be better than nothing since my schedule is pretty much insane and I feel like I don't have time to breathe.. but of course I have time to blog? How does that work? I have to get my frustration out somewhere..

Anyway.. I'm out of here so I can get some homework done and maybe a nap so I can stay awake while working until 2:15am... I guess that's ugh #3...

aries

I'm not usually one to believe horoscopes, but the last day or two mine has been pretty relevant.. I added a horoscope application on facebook because I just like to read them to see if there is any way they could be true ;) Take yesterday for example, it said something like this: "It's hard to get back into the swing of things, you can't seem to shake that tired feeling."

That seemed completely true to me at the time because I hadn't got very much sleep and school just started and I'm having trouble getting used to the "college life" so that was kind of funny that it said that..

Then today, this is what it says: "Don't give up hope yet. Something you thought wasn't going to work out still has a chance. ."

Let me just say that I hope this is true.. I mean I'm not going to go into details, but if it's talking about what I think it's talking about.. it would be a good thing :)

So I guess my question to you is, what do you think about horoscopes?

I was also looking around on Facebook (because it so MUCH more fun than homework) and I saw the compare people thing. Here are my ratings. I think most of them describe me pretty well.

#7 most helpful

#16 best public speaker
(This one seriously makes me laugh.. I get SO nervous when I have to talk in front of people!)

#21 best listener

#22 kindest

#24 best mother (potential)

#25 most loyal

#25 best scientist
(as does this one.. I am HORRIBLE at science..)

#26 prettiest
(okay so i know that ;) )

#29 hardest worker

#38 most reliable

.johnny & june.

I've been thinking about the song "Johnny and June" by Heidi Newfield (I don't know if she wrote it or not) but I think it's a really good song. That and I love Johnny Cash, the movie Walk the Line, and June Carter, so it's all good. I guess I kind of wanted to make this a little tribute to them, because I love the story of their life (if it's anything like the movie) This is the real Johnny and June

I reccomend listening to the song if you've never heard it. Go to this website to see the lyrics of the song. Johnny and June- Heidi Newfield

And of course, since I love the movie, and this picture, I have to include it in the blog.

I know this may seem wierd, but I did have a point to this blog. Most of it has to do with the end of the song:

More than life itself.

No one else.

This endless promise.

They dont make love like that anymore.

Is that too much to be asking for?

I wanna love like Johnny and June.

Rings of fire burnin with you.

I wanna walk the line, walk the line, 'til the end of time.

I wanna love, love you that much.
Cash it all in, Give it all up.

And when you're gone,

I wanna go too,Like Johnny and June.

Like Johnny and June.

And when we're gone, there'll be no tears to cry.

Only memories of our lives.

They'll remember, remember a love like this.

It just makes me think about how much I want a love like that. so cliche right? Anyway.. It's been really hard for me, because this guy that I like has a girlfriend, and everytime I think I'm getting over him, there he is, or there is something that reminds me of him. I just don't understand why I can't get him out of my mind. I've also heard a quote: "If you can't get someone out of your head, they're probably supposed to be there" although, I'm not sure if that should be the case with this. I don't think I've ever liked a guy this much. I've actually been talking to him, he's funny, cute, extremely nice, and hardworking, oh and a farmer ;) It's just been driving me crazy.....

I feel like I'm wanting it to happen so bad that it never will, and it won't because he has a girlfriend. What is it with me and liking guys that have girlfriends, why can't I like anyone that is single? My sister keeps telling me that if you stop looking you will find what you are looking for every time. How do I just stop looking when it's all I can think about?