what a year!

So many things have happened this year, and it's only March! (umm.. yeah pretty sure it's almost May I don't know where March came from. Thank goodness for proof-reading lol) I would love to say that they have all been good things, but unfortunately that isn't true. Let's start with the bad...

I lost a friend. No he didn't die, but it kind of feels that way since I will never get to speak to him again. We are both at fault for the way things ended. I have never really regretted anything that I have done in my life, but this is going to be a situation I will regret for a long time. I'm not going into the whole story, but it just kills me to know that I have lost a friend. That has never happened to me, and I hope it will never happen again.

Let's move on to something better. I have a wonderful job that I love, and I just bought a house! Life couldn't be better! I still haven't received all of my bills yet, but I think I will be fine. I know it will all work out. I was wondering there for awhile in the midst of my week long vacation what I had gotten myself into. I ended up only having one big breakdown, so I think I did pretty well considering the circumstances. My dad helped me so much, and for that I will forever be grateful! My family is amazing, and so are my friends. I couldn't have done any of this without their love and support.

So yeah.. Things are going well. For now. The only thing missing right now is a man. Ha! But you know.. it's been kind of nice not having to answer to anyone and being able to do whatever I want. Maybe I shouldn't rush into everything just yet ;)